I guess there was more information in this Gnosis download than I originally thought! Here goes!
I’m going try to summarize everything we’ve covered so far in Part One, Part Two, Part Three, and Part Four. Then, I’ll address the elephant in the room—what are we actually doing here in the Matrix?
To recap:
The Matrix is a dream, created by the Demiurge. We also share in this same power to create dream worlds of our own, but if we do not free ourselves from the Demiurge’s realm, we will only be creating a Matrix within a Matrix. Some clever sorcerers from antiquity called Death Defiers dreamt entire towns in the astral and disappeared into them, achieving a temporary freedom from death. This is an option, but a true Gnostic will always opt for total freedom.
Every time we access a different part of the Matrix realm, we split off a piece of our consciousness. The Archons have taken advantage of this ability and forced us to create fragments of our consciousness, which are incarnated into different timelines in order to produce as much “loosh” as possible for the Matrix system. Our goal as Gnostics is to reclaim these fragments while we are alive, and awaken to our totality.
The Matrix is a food chain. Every creation in nature feeds off of the levels below it. Mankind has forgotten its place in the hierarchy and has fallen below our inferiors and become enslaved by them. Gnostics should not accept the lower status of being a slave, and instead ascend our consciousness and take our rightful place as commanders, or predator instead of prey.
The physical realm is a 2D “map” that we experience as a 3D space. Our goal as modern Gnostics is to chart the terrain of the unknown, and add its features accurately onto our map. We do this by creating an emanation of alignment, using our perception.
Although not much is documented about the different types of Seers, astral projection and lucid dreaming isn’t the only method of exploring the unknown. Seers are divided into two types, Stalkers and Dreamers. Stalkers have a complementary skill that mirrors astral projection, that of being able to Dream Awake, where the Seer turns the physical realm into a “lucid dream". Gnostics shouldn’t despair if they aren’t able to lucid dream or astral project, they may actually be the second type, a Stalker.
The most commonly visited areas of the Matrix are: Matrix 1 (the physical), Matrix 2 (the astral), and Matrix 3 (the realm of White Light/God). God is the same entity as the Mold of Man from Carlos Castaneda’s books, Prime Man from Corrado Malanga’s books, Adam from the Bible, and the White Light or God-like figure from NDE accounts. This entity is a gigantic cluster of emanations, a powerless God who wishes to keep humans enslaved. He is also the caretaker of the “loosh farm” and the guardian that prevents Seers from passing beyond Matrix 3. Gnostics must figure out a way to get beyond Prime Man and into Matrix 4.
The Matrix is a cleverly crafted illusion that hides traumatic experiences behind a screen of benign memories. Every memory is a screen memory. When a Seer achieves Gnosis, they can see beneath the screen and reclaim their true memories.
The unity of human consciousness is an illusion, we actually have two separate consciousnesses inside of us: the left and right side, or the Soul and the Spirit. The left side has disempowered the right side making it timid and silent. Without the counterbalance of the right side awareness, our left side becomes an unbearable tyrant. Gnostics must discover these separate consciousnesses inside and use them to free ourselves from the false self construct aka. the Human Form.
The Human Form is the false self construct, a foreign implant that serves to turn us into the perfect host for a parasitic alien entity. This false self must be banished or contained by the Gnostic, and failure to do this will result in death.
Death isn’t a single moment in time, it actually begins in the nonphysical when the human cocoon of energy is cracked open externally. This could happen weeks, months, or even years before physical death. Once the Soul begins its journey back to its creator, the human vessel becomes a non-autonomous vehicle for the false self and the parasite entities. A plaything.
Gnostics are able to perceive the emanations that flow from the Demiurge, and to send them back as thought commands. Manifestation is when we discover the emanation for whatever we desire, and send it to the Source to be fulfilled. Money is one of the easiest emanations to create, which means that poverty is actually an aberration, it is something forced upon us by the entities who enslaved humanity.
Now, we proceed with the final piece of the Gnostic download. Let’s being with Gnosis itself.
GNOSIS IS A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE
When I first started writing this series, I gained a lot of missing puzzle pieces from watching the testimonials of specific near death experiences. It turns out I had something in common with these NDE’ers.
I recently came across this book, The Forbidden Religion by Jose M. Herron Aragon. In this book, the author talks about the censorship of Gnostic texts by modern Christianity, and the struggle between the created Soul versus the uncreated Spirit. I found it quite enlightening and I recommend you add it to your reading list.
This author attempted his own Gnostic self-initiation and he documented some of his experiences in the end of the book. Having achieved Gnosis myself, I immediately recognized similarities between our experiences and that we had both apparently been presented with a sort of test. Also, both our accounts closely resembled a near death experience. There is a reason for this—Gnosis is a near death experience.
From The Forbidden Religion:
“One night, during which I had been reading “The Green Face”, a book by Gustav Meyrink, before going to sleep I mentally repeated “I want the liberation of my Spirit” many times and then I fell asleep. Half an hour had passed when a bright light woke me up. I kept my eyes closed but could see a bright light; everything around me was light. I slowly opened my eyes and realized that this intense light filled the whole room. I thought that someone had got into my house and put the lights on. But no, the lights were out; this was a different light, a strange light that I had never seen before. Without moving, I looked around the whole room and found that the light was coming from one of the corners. A beam of light was flowing out from the corner and had already filled the room, gushing forth like a bright mist which engulfed everything. Faced with phenomena such as these we must try not to be afraid and remember that fear does not exist for the Spirit. The Spirit is not afraid of anything because It is indestructible, immortal and eternal.”
Another night, after reading a few pages of the book “The Theory of Eternal Life” by Rodney Collin, I resolved to mentally repeat the words “I want to receive the initiation of the Spirit” until I fell asleep. Forty minutes later, the same light as before woke me up but now there were also two people in the room. I kept my eyes closed, but “sensed” that there were two men there, next to my bed. I thought “How could they have got in, if the doors and windows are locked and only I have the keys to the house?” I was afraid to open my eyes, afraid to look at them and afraid they would notice I had woken up. I heard a strange and powerful voice: “You called us and we have come, and now you are afraid!” I kept my eyes shut and did not reply. I wanted to escape, but I was afraid they would attack me if I tried. Next, I heard “You weren’t fully prepared” and then “There is no other way”. They immediately nailed into my head a kind of needle, without giving me time to react or defend myself. I felt that they were injecting a kind of liquid into my brain, using what appeared to me to be a kind of metal syringe or something similar. Then I fell asleep. From that day on I felt within me a sort of distance with respect to the world and I knew without a doubt exactly what the goal was to which I had to dedicate all my efforts for the rest of my life. I also noticed that my doubts and uncertainties about the most direct path to the Spirit had disappeared.”
Fear in a man is a sign that he is still identifying with the created world and its laws. A sign that he still loves matter, his body and soul, and does not want to lose them. For that reason his separation from everything created must be gradual. As he progresses with his Spiritualization his fear diminishes, at the same time as, as we have already said, his hostility towards the impure and the ephemeral increases. This is the proof that a man is becoming close to his Spirit.”
Years later, I had a similar experience after mental repetitions prior to sleep. The same light and the same men appeared. This time the same voice said: “Now there is no fear”. And next they leant a strange instrument against my head which emitted some sort of laser beam. A strange rhomboid-shaped symbol was then engraved on my head by the beam. After that second experience, less invasive than the first, I noticed that I was getting closer to my Spirit without looking back or around me. The path had been completely smoothed, transformed into a direct path and now I only had to walk down it.”
My heart actually sank when I read this. Anyone who has delved into the Prison Planet Theory and watched a lot of NDE and astral projection testimonials knows that God/White Light is a trap. This is the entity that sends the wayward seeker back into the physical body and back into ignorance. When Jose encounters the white light, that wasn’t the “jackpot” of Gnosis, that was none other than Prime Man. Being subjected to invasive procedures on his body like having a needle jabbed into your head and being branded like a slave isn’t Gnosis. This is likely just semi-nonconsensual alien entity tomfoolery.
He ends his account here, so I have no way of knowing whether he transcended this trap, or if the “smoothing of his path” was because he had failed and his soul was returning to the source. He left us with such a wonderful book, I will hold a little space in my heart to believe that he made it, even though my Spirit tells me the chances are slim.
It is only when we reach the second level of Gnosis we can see the trap from first Gnosis and begin to unravel it. While we are in the midst of it, we are vulnerable. Here is what this trap looked like for me.
THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS TRAP
When I reached the peak of Gnosis, I was suddenly aware that I had been praying out loud, “I am a child of God,” over and over. Next to me on the floor where I was lying was a notepad where I was writing down some of my scattered thoughts. I had thrown the I Ching earlier and received the moving line 4 from hexagram 29, wherein the person must make an offering of “flesh and blood” or “a jug of wine and a bowl of rice” through a window in order to escape the danger of their situation. I was certainly in danger as my mental health had completely unraveled during Gnosis.
As I was meditating on this I Ching reading and repeating my desperate prayer, I was staring off into the distance. Suddenly, I realized I was looking at a gigantic life sized cross. This was the cross bars of the windowsill of the large picture window in the bedroom where I was staying. Below the window was a convenient built in storage container/seat attached to the wall, the perfect height to stand on. As if summoned, I climbed up on the window sill seat and extended my arms along the horizontal cross bar of the window frame that divided the window into four sections—offering myself as a sacrificial vessel of “flesh and blood” through a window to God. With this gesture, I became convinced I was the Messiah, the reincarnation of Jesus.
Oddly, the second I put my hands into place on the cross, I winked. It was as if something inside me knew that I had been tricked and this was my way of saying “Don’t worry…I will have the last laugh.”
My encounter was with the same White Light entity from Jose Herron’s experience, only I experienced it as a sort of compelling force instead of a visual phenomenon. During my greatest moment of vulnerability “God” had appeared along with some other entities to coerce this ritual sacrifice out of me. First, they put me through a life review where I was made to feel guilty for creating bad Karma. Then, I hung myself on a literal cross to signal my consent to merging with Christ Consciousness so I could be some sort of savior of mankind. Now that I look back, all I see is how wonderfully deluded and egotistical it all sounds. “I’m the Messiah!” “I’m Jesus!” Ego, ego, ego.
In hindsight, I think the only thing that saved me was that wink. Yes, I fell into the trap, and I consented to a contract of which I was ultimately ignorant of the terms, but I held something back of myself. That “something” blossomed slowly over the next seven years until I had enough energy to achieve the second level of Gnosis, losing the Human Form. Instead of sacrificing myself, I sacrifice my false self. That wink came through for me in the end.
Please, if you are seeking to self-initiate Gnosis, do not blindly trust anything outside of yourself. No entities, no dead relatives, no God-like figures, Jesus, or White Light. These are traps. They will require consent when we are in absolutely no shape to give it, which is a telltale sign of the Archons. Self-initiation is 100% possible, I am living proof of this, but it’s no picnic. There will be pitfalls.
Gnosis is a life and death struggle because we are battling our ego. We are so glued to our false identity our entire lives, that when we experience this ego death of Gnosis, we actually begin to die. I am not saying this metaphorically, I mean the chance of dying or going mad is a real risk every Gnostic takes when they embark on this journey. It is only through a titanic struggle of willpower that a Gnostic will emerge victorious and go on to reach the next phase of Gnosis. This goes on, one ego death after the next, until we reach the final boss at the end of our battle, the Demiurge.
WHAT IS IT ALL FOR?
I recently came across this absolute tome of a book called The Mystery of Bilecena Villca by Nimrod de Rosario, a strange and very long Gnostic text allegedly written by someone from a sorceric lineage that dates back to the times of Atlantis. I can’t recommend this one as a casual read, but it caused a curious epiphany in me while trying to read it.
As the author documents the lineage of the Lords of Tharsis literally from the beginning of time, I found myself getting more and more annoyed with each pedantic page of literature. You mean to tell me that these secret Gnostic warbands have spent centuries upon centuries twiddling their thumbs, hiding inside of various religious and political institutions, while the Matrix has only gotten worse? What have you been doing this entire time? Passing down your knowledge in increasingly esoteric and bizarre ways so that common people have no access to it? Fighting (and losing) secret wars against the Jews? These spiritual elitists were too busy learning the language of birds and dancing in their sacred groves while the rest of mankind got turned into chattel. Not one of them figured out how to, I don’t know—take out the fucking Demiurge!?
I’m sorry, but this is enraging to me. Even Jesus fucked things up for us, and we are only now emerging from a 2,000 year spiritual dark age caused by this utter disaster. You’re telling me that none of these brilliant sorcerers and Gnostics since the dawn of time ever found a way to negotiate a better deal for humans? Or at least avoid giving the Archons total and complete power over us?
I call bullshit.
What is it all for, if in the end, humans are more miserable and enslaved than ever? I am not in a lineage, I am self-initiated. I have no warband. I’m very proud of that fact. I don’t care about elaborate rituals, secret societies, or Agartha, or whatever. All of this garbage are just distractions from the real mission, which is to end the suffering of humanity once and for all.
I may not be the Messiah, but I’m not going to escape from this hellscape without trying to do something good for us, in whatever small way I can.
I really hope you’ve enjoyed this series.
Love,
Pythia